12 August 2010

Assalamualaikum,

  Huhu . Hari ini merupakan hari kedua berpuasa . Kembali ke sekolah . Huhu, tak puas cuti sehari . Kalau boleh , nak seminggu or lama-lama . Hihihi

  Entahlah kenapa , hari ini aku berasa sangat marah dan moody . Penat and kemaruk pun ada ! . I don't know why . Macam kena PMS pulak . Huhu . Mundar-mandir ke sana-sini , Rasa macam nak give up bila aku hantar mesej kat orang tu tapi langsung tak balas... huhu

  Banyak orang kata aku ni dah tak ceria bila masuk bulan puasa ni. Sebelum puasa pun aku ganti puasa jugak . Tapi takderlah moody seteruk ini .

  Rasa macam up and down . Mula-mula dapat kertas sejarah yang markahnya cukup menggembirakan . Bila dapat kertas BM , moody balik . Hilang mood nak berceria . (This is all your fault !) Time balik kat dalam kereta , cakap tak tentu arah bila mak tanya . (Huhu , aku taw aku kasar )

  Tinggal lagi 1 kertas jer nak dapat.. KH... Arghhhh ! My biggest nightmare ! Ujian kali ni aku tak buat betul-betul berbanding Mid-year yang lepas.. Semangat aku kali ni tak ada . Harap-haraplah aku boleh kekalkan A . Aku takut jika akulah orangnya dikatakan yang mendapat 15 sahaja yang betul per 40. Harap-haraplah bukan aku..

Terpesona...

Bulan Ramadhan sudah pun bermula. Umat-umat Islam bertungkus lumus untuk kerjakan ibadah sunat pada bulan yang mulia ini. Terutamanya untuk mendapatkan malam Lailatul Qadr (Betul keww spelling tuu? huhuu).

Tapi.. Kebanyakannya tak ramai yang melakukannya. Terutamanya melakukan solat Tarawih. (Hehe, aku pon sama ! :P) Ada yang sengaja tidak mahu pergi dan ada yang sibuk dengan kerja. (Mine's alasan lain ya ! ^_^)

Orang-orang zaman sekarang ni lain sikit. Solat 5 waktu pun cerewet. Ada yang sanggup solat last minute dan saja-saja tinggalkannya. Especially bila time at sekolah. Ada jugak pelajar-pelajar perempuan yang pura-pura uzur. Bukan itu sahaja.. Lelaki pun tak solat ! (bukan buat-buat uzur..) Diorang ada yang menyorok dan ada yang kata sibuk menolong cikgu,, padahal tak ponn..

Hmmm.. aku terpesona dengan sorang mamat ni. Tabik giler ! Rajin melakukan solat tarawih. (Orang bujang memang ler tak busy.. Tapi tengoklah mamat-mamat bujang sekarang.. Diorang rajin keww? ^_^) Huhu, aku baru sahaja mengenali mamat ini selama sebulan lebih.. (Agaknye laa.. Tapi dah jumpa pada tahun lepas !) Dia ni mualaf..(Baru masuk islam) Tapi rajin ! Huhuu,, kagumnyeeee ! (Tak macam aku.. Mak suruh, baru nak buat.. Ataupun bila ada exam, etc. buat solat hajat jerrr..)

Sepatutnya, orang-orang yang naturally born in Islam kene mencontohi. Buat malu jerr.. Mengalahkan orang yang baru join pulak.. Apa nak jadikk manusia zaman sekarang ni? (Hehe, Aku pun same ! Aku taw laa..)

Hmmm.. okeylaa. sampai sini jerr. sebenarnya banyak lagi nak citekan pasal mamat tu. Tapi takut bila mamat tu terjumpe blog ni, kembang teros dijadinye ! ukeyyy, bye !

6 August 2010

Assalamualaikum,

  Huhu . I am very frustrated . Frustrated again . But much Frustrated than yesterday . It's so sad to hear that I got C in English paper . Now, I got 2 Cs . Arghhhhhh ! I felt like wanna cry ! But when I went to the KH class, I'm cheered up again . Thanks to Pris, Anissa, Nita, Fatihah, Abu Ash, and Cikgu Md. Noor for making me happy again ! Alhamdulillah..

  Bukan tu jee . Aku rasa tenang jugak bila baca novel 'Senjakala' oleh Baharuddin Kahar . Rasa enjoy pulak membacanya.. Novel tu aku pinjam kat perpustakaan . Hari Rabu nanti kena pulang.. huhu . sempat ker nak habiskan ? Sekarang ni aku dah baca sampai bab 9.. Agaknye laa.. hik3

  Hmm.. Tinggal lagi beberapa hari jer nak sambut bulan Ramadhan . Minggu depan jerr... Ganti puasa pun belum habis.. D'oh! (Macammana ni?!) Tinggal lagi 6 hari.. Sempat ker ?

  Okaylah . Nak tidur awal ! Esok plan nak ganti puasa ! Kena ganti sekolah pulak tu... Huhu ! Sekolah agama pun kena datang.. aduhaii.. Takper2.. Dugaan.. Kata Ustaz Firdaus, Semasa mendengar tazkirah kat sekolah tadi, sebelum bulan Ramadhan ni banyak dugaan yang ditempuhi. Kita perlulah bersabar..

  Assalamualaikum... Dan selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan!

My Mistake..

Assalamualaikum.........................

I am very frustrated today after I got my Math paper...

So sad...

I got C this time :'(

Huhu... All this time I have never got C or B for Math paper..

This is the first time..

And I am so shocked..

  And I'm also mad because of my foolishness.. If I didn't online on the exam days... I won't get C for math.. And now, I can't blame Facebook or anyone else.. It's my own mistake.. It's no use for blaming anyone else.. huhuu

  I'm also realized now.. After this, I won't do it again and go harder to get the best. And I'm also planning to ignore someone.. huhu, that's my bigger weakness ! I can't even focus on the exam days.. It's time to forget and look forward. 

Gambatte kudasai ne~ !

                                    

Hampehh... Tapi takde gunanya ! huhuu

Teenage Dream

You think I'm pretty

Without any make up on

You think I'm funny

When I tell the punch line wrong

I know you get me

So I let my walls come down

Down

Before you met me I was alright but things

Were kinda heavy

You brought me to life

Now every February, you'll be my valentine

Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love

We can dance until we die

You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me

Feel like I'm living a

Teenage dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's run away and

Don't ever look back,

Don't ever look back.

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now, baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance and

Don't ever look back,

Don't ever look back.

We drove to Cali

And got drunk on the beach

Got a motel and

Built a fort out of sheets

I finally found you

My missing puzzle piece

I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love

We can dance until we die

You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me

Feel like I'm living a

Teenage dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's run away and

Don't ever look back,

Don't ever look back.

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now, baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance and

Don't ever look back,

Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing

In my skin tight jeans

Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me

In my skin tight jeans

Be your teenage dream tonight (tonight)

You make me

Feel like I'm living a

Teenage dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's run away and

Don't ever look back,

Don't ever look back.

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now, baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance and

Don't ever look back,

Don't ever look back.

I'mma get your heart racing

In my skin tight jeans

Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me

In my skin tight jeans

Be your teenage dream tonight (tonight)

Tell...

If you love someone,

tell him or her..

Forget about the rules or the fear of looking ridiculous.

What is truly ridiculous is passing up on

an opportunity to tell someone that

your heart is invested in him or her..

It's not fair !

  It's already two months now.. Recovered from a broken heart.. And I've let it go and I believe that there is no love between me and someone who doesn't love me but I adore him. Just like automatic, 'There's no real, love in you.. Why do I keep loving you?'


  Things getting better now.. We haven't talk for a long time too. He suddenly talk to me and we're good again. No more feelings than a friend. I'm happy about it..

  But.. something's not right. I felt jealous when he accept anyone else that is in same position with me. But.. Why he can't accept me? I'm very frustrated and I don't understand.. Like.. it's not fair.


  When I'm asking the question, he looks like want to run away and give me the same reason.. PRIVACY.. It's always the same.. Why everyone else can? Why can't I? It's not fair ! It's not fair!